Life Without Ed: Day 12

I inhaled the cheeseburger. A treat. Veggie burger topped with the best soy cheese I've ever tasted, two slices of onion and a thick slice of red, juicy tomato. There were two on the plate. I wanted them both. But from some deep, powerful place inside - I wrapped up the second burger and put it away in the fridge. And as much as I felt power, I equally felt desire.

This experience has been a practice in observation. I haven’t binged in almost two weeks. I feel hunger. I feel craving. I feel moderation. I feel preparation. I feel anticipation.

Chuck and I watched a double feature tonight. Inside Out followed by The Visit. I thought "Inside Out" was fantastic, and totally hit me someplace deep inside. "The Visit" was a horrible movie, but totally creepy and therefore, well worth the gaping plot holes.

Two more days until second weigh-in!