Day 6

I'm one day shy of completing week one. Today has been the first difficult day I've had. I've been hungry, cranky, and feeling very negative about the outcome of the Cleanse. I made corn-on-the-cob and veggie wraps for dinner. I don't know why the tortillas tasted so dry. They were regular corn tortillas I would buy any time - not just on the cleanse. But tonight they just tasted disgusting. I was so disappointed.

It's the end of my work week and I just want to curl up on the couch and eat french fries and have a diet coke. A big, big bottle of diet coke. And what's the point of doing this at all when in a few weeks I'll just go right back to the caffeine/sugar addiction. And there's no way I'll be able to stay a vegan. It's hard enough being a vegetarian - particularly in social situations.

I think I should go to bed because if I stay up any longer I'll convince myself that I'm wasting my time. And tomorrow I'm going to start my day with a big, delicious breakfast - which is something I skipped for the first time today. Maybe that's the problem . . .